Anita Violet Amini

I had a dream about you

last night

you were mine again

except this time

I could not trust you

I do not remember if we even held hands

or sat in your car again

But I saw your face

And it made me think of you

and us

and all the reasons I wanted to

be with you

"I've lost you, I've lost you,

I've lost you"

You threw me, you threw me

I through you

I want you, I want you

I want you

But I could never trust you again

Goodbye dream

You are a goodbye dream

You were not what you seemed,

who you seemed to be to me

I loved you, I love you, I loved you

but then you left me and then I didn't know you anymore

And I don't want to dream of you anymore

I know I'll miss you always almost just like before

But I know you are a mad man, and it hurt so bad

goodbye dream....

Nothing is what it seems

You left me here, I'm still reeling

Years go by and we're still breathing

but your still creeping back and forth

while I'm dreaming

I hope this time was the last time,

And at the end

You were my everything

You should know

know that you threw away everything

Before you I loved nobody

After you I love nobody

You should know that

You should know

you threw out my everything